Me: DAMN it! I feel useless .. is almost 3 weeks! Hate this feeling ... getting crisis with myself
Her: C'mon I know deep down inside you are stronger than you think. Be it, Dude! You're the kind of person who can go through anything and even when you think it can’t, it finds a way to still push on.
Me: Sometime I feel I want to run away. I don't like this feeling, useless and dumb! I don't have enough patience for this kind of situation!
Her: Well, if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on, ask yourself what do you really want in this situation.
Me: I'm Angry! Feel being left behind, un-appreciate feeling after what I did. If I'm not good enough, let me know so I can improve myself .. not with this kind of situation.
Her: I’m telling you things get better through whatever . If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up. Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know you are what you are. People see you as you .. nothing else!
Me: My mind keeps thinking I’ve had enough; But my heart keeps telling me don’t give up, Well, Who am I to be questioning, wondering what is what, I just don't give so much SHIT with this situation.
Her: Dude, it’s like we all have better days, problems getting all up in our face.
Just because you go through it don’t mean it gotta take control. You ain’t gotta find no hiding place; Don’t let your mind keep playing you and saying you can’t go through it.
Me: I'm through .. I just can't take this any longer! I really don't like the feeling. I don't like being a DOPE!!
Her: Don’t be a prisoner in your mind, let your heart be your guide, you will know that you’re good if you trust in good. Everything will be alright, if you follow your heart and it will get better through whatever.
Me: Thank you for everything! You're the BEST!!!
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