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Me: I feel exhausted ... I'm tired!

Him: Why? Are you running away again from something?

Me: Nope..I'm just tired of being me. Keep smiling and laughing, even though I know deep down inside I'm crying out loud over something that really hurt me!

Him: Let it go, dear! Don't keep all the hurt inside you! You're a good person, trust me good things will happen eventually if you do believe good things will come for those who waits.

Me: I don't know what should I wait? I've been burried everything I have already. Nothing left .. except my faith on myself.

Him: Are you happy of being you?

Me: Of course! I couldn't asked for more ... I love myself!

Him: Then...

Me: Well, guess I'm loosing my objective of life already.

Him: You're tired of being alone, dear! You just to scared to admit it. Your dignity is far beyond from your self concious.

Me: Define the word ALONE to me.

Him: You've been tired making most of decision by your own, handling everything by yourself. You have the quality that every guys want, you're smart, you're adorable, you're attractive..most of it you are UNIQUE. But, you never realize it. You keep hiding yourself back in the corner where people couldn't see you.

Me: *lol* I'm not pretty, I'm not stunning comparing with other girls. C'mon don't be joking.

Him: You don't trust with all the values that shining inside you! You just don't trust your own inner. Trust me ..

Me: Well ... I do believe most of people wants somebody attractive, pretty and sexy to be with them. While, me ... I'm away from that perspective! So, why would I care if people want me to look pretty or attractive? Is not me? Why would I change my personality for those stupid people who only see me from outer look?

Him: Hahahaha..you're to sceptical with yourself, no wonder you don't have self confidence over yourself! Don't be to sceptic, dear! Most people adore your personality, because you are not faking for other people pleasure. You're enjoying your life by being YOU!

Me: I'm just trying to be ME! Nothing more ...

Him: Well...no need to runaway again? So, still tired?

Me: I don't know ... Let me grab some ice tea over there ....

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