Wednesday, July 16, 2014

.. ape ..

.. it's been awhile i didn't put any thought about the movie i watched. sometime i just feel that i saw myself on that movie itself and take some learning from it .. i mean of course the good point.
i may not be a good judgement on movies i watched, i don't even remember the cast, all i'm saying i like to watch movie that i want to watch no need to analyze no need to judge just enjoy the show.

yesterday, i watched the movie call DAWN OF THE PLANET OF THE APES yes i've been watching this series at the theater. Somehow, i do learn something from the ape on the movie.

Koba: Apes not kill apes

in fact, Koba was the one who betrayed Caesar and tried to kill him and take the lead of all apes. Interesting ... then Caesar said "I thought Apes are better than human, we don't like war. But, I was wrong, apes start the war it mean we're no different from human."
i recall to some conversation that i had with friends, as human we have a tendency to compete with each other, hatred is inside us (no one can deny this), grudge, betrayal, fight with each other, and i don't know how many more that human can do .. just like Caesar and Koba, Caesar released Koba from human and starting a new apes that is lead by Caesar along the way Caesar and Koba have different perspective about human, Caesar was raised by human, meanwhile Koba life with all human jobs, his face, his body, he's been living in a lab where all the study about apes and medicine are inside him. So, Caesar still own what we call common sense and thinking, while Koba he only has enmity over human.
Because of the enmity that Koba has inside him, he even have the heart to kill Caesar his own friend where Caesar treat Koba as his own brother! Only for his own satisfaction ... HIS OWN FRIEND!! the one who saved him back then!!!

It also happen in human, many people will do the same thing! For their own satisfaction they will do anything even hurting their own friend! Can we say they're close? can we say they're best friend if they did that? Trust is all matters in friendship right? Even ape like Caesar won't do any harm even his own race.

Lucky me i'm human that have been raised well enough by the great parents.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

.. election ..

.. pemilu kali ini lain dari biasanya! Semua orang antusias semua orang bersuka cita. Tapi dari PEMILU kali ini semuanya udah kelewat batas! karena semua orang udah gak memakai akal sehat mereka. 2 calon ini sukses menyebarkan kebencian di seluruh Indonesia, timses mereka sukses mengadu domba masyarakat untuk saling membenci, mencela, mencaci maki dan memfitnah.
Dari kedua calon ini, kita di ajari untuk meng expose aib dari masing masing orang yang menghalangi. Kalau mau menggunakan common sense, masa iya sih seorang Presiden Indonesia punya aib? Masa iya kita rakyat Indonesia mau di pimpin oleh seorang pemimpin gak kertas hidupnya penuh tinta merah?

Saya tidak pernah tertarik membicarakan politik, apalagi di rumah karena biar sepintar apapun saya membicarakan politik di rumah saya gak pernah menang melawan Ibu dan Bapak saya walhasil bisa-bisa saya gak boleh menginjakkan kaki saya di rumah orang tua .. ya itu dia didikan orang tua saya mereka masih menganggap saya anak "sekolah" yang belum cukup umur utk menyuarakan pemikiran saya mengenai politik negara. Makanya saya lebih prefer membicarakan hal yang general sama kedua orang tua saya, seperti gosip artis ataupun cerita cerita tentang keluarga besar atau cerita tentang kakak-kakak saya maupun keponakan.

Tapi sekarang PEMILU ini mulai mengganggu saya, karena tidak ada hujan tidak ada angin, sudah 5 hari saya mendadak di diemin sama ayah dan ibu saya seolah saya melakukan kesalahan besar hingga menyebabkan damage dalam keluarga. Padahal saya tidak pernah membicarakan mengenai pilihan saya kepada mereka, dan saya tidak pernah mengutarakan keberatan saya atas kedua kandidat tersebut. Hanya karena BBG yang mengolok-ngolok calon juara Ibu saya, saya harus menanggung "kemarahan" ibu saya. Dan sepertinya Ibu saya tidak bisa menerima olok-olok tersebut dengan pikiran terbuka, beliau menelan bulat bulat olok-olok tersebut. Padahal kami  hanya sekedar beropini dalam canda, tidak bermaksud menyinggung siapapun di BBG itu.

Kalau sudah begini saya harus minta pertanggung jawaban ke sapa? Jokowi? atau Prabowo yang sudah sukses memecah belah rakyat Indonesia? Sampe ada quick count dengan sumber yang berbeda? bukan bukan karena masing masing tidak mau mengaku kalah or masing-masing claim kemenangan mereka bukan bukan itu ... tapi jika memang maksud mereka adalah menjadi Presiden Indonesia ke 7 dan bisa menyatukan rakyat Indonesia hal ini tidak akan terjadi ... semua saling dendam, semua saling mencaci, menyebar berita fitnah, menjelek-jelekkan satu sama lain .. mana bentuk keadilan sosial dari sila ke 5 Pancasila. Saya sebagai warga negara berhak untuk tahu kenapa perpecahan itu ada semenjak adanya pencalonan Jokowi dan Prabowo? Bukannya harusnya semua dilakukan dengan damai seperti pemilu 5 tahun lalu (SBY-Boediono) .

ini sudah kelewat batas, masing-masing timses tidak tau apa yang benar dan apa yang salah masing-masing punya cara sendiri untuk menang untuk membalas dendam masa lalu mereka. Entah sapa yang tersakiti siapa yang ter zholimi sehingga mereka mengguna bangsa indonesia sebagai wacana pembalasan sakit hati mereka.

Saya gak muluk-muluk saya hanya minta kembalikan Ibu saya yang dulu, yang bisa saya ajak bercanda di akhir pekan dan ngobrol tentang gosip celebrity dan mendengarkan celotehan anak pembantu kami dirumah dan tertawa bersama. Saya mau ibu saya yang dulu tanpa ada embel-embel dia terlalu fanatik sama salah satu calon sehingga membuat beliau menjadi tegang bila dirumah, dan semua serba salah di matanya ...

Siapapun presiden RI nantinya saya hanya minta Ibu saya kembali seperti dulu, dan bisa berkomunikasi dengan tenang bersama saya di akhir pekan itu saja. Is it to much to ask?

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

.. others ..

.. it happens a lot. Especially to people around me .. well, to me as well. Sometime i did something that people might hate it, in return they will (well un-purpose) do the same thing and i just know how it feel ...

Example! I don't know why, i often end up being "used" by my own friend i never know do they do it intentionally or un-intentionally. it sometime pissed me off, but i keep it in silence. I'm a person who avoid any drama of confrontation. they texted me and asked where i am, i answered the text by saying where i am and what i'm going to do .. then they initiate to join, with assumption i have to pick one up. (this part i don't mind) .. after i'm on my way to pick one up .. suddenly the text appear "can you pick me at my office lobby?" WHAT?! i told to that person "why don't i meet you at bus stop across your office??

Then we met, when the one get on my vehicle this person start to play with it phone? do i look like a taxi driver to you?? if you're my parents who's doing it i'm ok .. but, this person doesn't even have any contribution on this car .. that's just rude!! treating the owner of the car like taxi driver ... for me is un-polite! I don't even ask to share a gasoline with this person, how could this person do this! Then we continue to our next destination, i tried to be polite by having some conversation ... but it turns out this person can't get off from it's cell phone .. MY GODNESS!! it seems this person is the only one who own smartphone! Blaaaahhh ....

That moment, i made promise to myself, if this person ask me to hang out with the one, i will try to find some excuse not to be near this person. I'm not trying to make any drama, but i have my reason why i don't like people to treat me like that! I tried not to treat people like rubbish .. for me my smartphone is not my everything, real conversation is more meaningful for me rather than keeping your eyes on your display! What's on display is fake, real person is real one!

Question to myself .. can i treat them like they treat me??