.. the accidental ..

here go another year with no resolution! I'm not a kind of person with resolution. Going with the flow is more like it, i'd always love how the water flow works. they don't have any plan where to stop nor have any clues which direction they will heading.

for some reason i'm a bit scared about what might awaits me ahead, but "scared" is the other words to keep your life more colorful right? if you know what might you see ahead you will loose all the fun in your life! The truth, i like (well ... honestly) i love fortune teller, and how they read the future through their tarots card, palm reader or their aura reading it was fun .. but that wasn't for something that will stick on my head. Deep down inside i do believe everything was written long time ago when i was born by our Creator ... GOD!

God already have plans for every human being that One made, for sure! as for now, in 2013 i experienced many things. The ego of me by being a good friend for someone, the things that i shouldn't hear but i heard eventually, being demotivated by my own supervisor, being told "overrated" behind my back through mails that i weren't supposed to read but i read, being said that i'm lack of performance and indiscipline with my approved leave by the HRD that didn't know about the history ... is all personal! Well, i'm laughing .. because all those drama were making my life more colorful ... all the roller coaster ride is there ... oohh how i love dealing with those kind of people! They're bad, but you need to meet those bad people to know what kind of person are you!

2013 was blessed, i met many bad people .. with their bad attitudes, their snobbish characters, who can't accept person who is more than me. As a person i'm irritating and annoyed .. i've been raised and taught by the great parents ... i know how to react and i know how to manage my attitude.

God is been good to me all the time. I always heard the things that I shouldn't know, because I know God's wants me to accept those things with "maturity" in me. While I'm listening to those things .. i smiled, and be grateful i'm still "someone" to somebody ... they talked about me behind my back, I don't need to be a celebrity to be talk behind my back right? those hatred is giving me a good reason to be better person ... I'm bless that someone hates me, because they're dying to be me!

I don't have many friends, but i do have some qualified people around me, not much but the numbers is just perfect for me! I don't need many people to be around me with the fake smile, fake laugh, or fake sympathy in front of me... i just need a few sincere people that could give me "harsh" words when i need it, and tough scold when i want it! I'm blunt and straight forward who can stand with my attitude that way ...

Let's have rolling 2014 ... let's start roller coaster ride this year!!!