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"I can't take this hurt any longer. I can't handle all the lies that came from him."

"Let it loose, munchkin. You're hurt even more, if you still trying to ignore all his lies."

"I'm trying to be fair with him. I care for him, that's what I do."

"Is he fair with you? Does he care for your feeling?"

"I don't know. Never though about that. Why should I care on that?"

"Munchkin, you can not always please other people for their own sake. You should taking care of your feeling as well you taking care of other."

"Will he be fine without me?"

"He's old enough to know which one is good one and which one is bad one, he doesn't need you to know the answer."

"I'm tired with everything that I carry, the lies, the hurt, the disappointment and the betrayed that he cause."

"You're to good for this kind of man, if he's looking for some cheesy girl that could fulfill his ego or his pride and also could satisfy his lust let him do it!"

"After what I did, can he just give me a little attention that he care?"

"He's just not that in to you, Munchkin. Why would you give your big effort to this kind of guy who can not even give you a little appreciation toward everything that you did for him."

"I'm smiling, even though I cried inside. I know him so well, I care for him, but it seems that he doesn't care."

"Munchkin, I know you. You never complain, you never grumbling, you never even have any demand on him. You're not expecting anything in return for every action that you did to him. That's why I said YOU'RE TO GOOD FOR THIS KIND OF MAN!"

"If he wants to hurt me, why he did this to me? What I ever done that made him hurt me this bad?"

"He just don't know how to keep good things in his life, Munchkin! He just don't know that he's throwing the best part."

" - sigh- "

"Everyone loves you, Munchkin. Don't waste your time with this kind of man who can not appreciate the good thing in you. You deserve someone better."

"I'm the one who keep hurting myself because I do care for this person."

"If you care enough with this person, you should know how to take care of yourself, Munchkin. Vanish him from your mind, delete him from heart, and start to maintain your own."

"I need sometime to recover with this feeling! I'm vulnerable."