"The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more that you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt."
It's been 40days since he passed away. One of my very best buddy!
2 days ago, I dream about him again. We made some conversation, under the big tree where I held a Teh Botol and he was taking some mineral water while his eyes is empty staring on the cloud.
Me: How's your life up there?
Him: It’s very beautiful over there. I don’t know where it is exactly, but I believe it’s somewhere.
Me: How can you define beautiful?
Him: You'll love it! How's your life?
Me: Me ..? Nothing new, same me!
Him: It’s all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back. If you know what I mean.
Me: .. *I'd only can smile at him*
I still can't believe that he's gone! I miss talking "trash" with him. Shared some "junks" idea.
Hope he's been treated good up there!
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