.. me, myself and I ..

"False friends are like our shadow, keeping close to us while we walk in the sunshine, but leaving us the instant we cross into the shade"

It's true when people said that "true friends are hard to find" .. most of people will give their fullest attention when you are in the good condition, I mean when you have this, when you have that, when you own this when you own that...

But, when you loose some of it, only few people might stay. I just can't imagine if we loose all ... how many of them will stay and give you courage and support to face everything? NONE!

I've seen many people talk behind their friends back's whenever they feel pissed.. Yea yea.. I did that too, if I feel annoyed or intimidating by my friends. But, when the time is right I will throw it to my friends that I'm pissed before, but I control it by not leaving them behind me when they drowning.

For me, better to have few friends but with good quality, instead having lots of friends who always faking themselves in front of me. You will never guarantee what they might do to harm you behind your back. This kind of friends freaking me out.

Been with this kind of person many years ago. It's really freaking out, in front of me this person is acting like she's the sweetest friend, put her effort to be part of my "crowd" ... I always believe good people always have a fortune to sense when the bad people around. God give me that, even though I know for sure, I'm not that good thou. *evil grin*

Crying out loud over the phone, feel regret and ask for my forgiveness..while, a few second after she hang up the phone she's scolded me behind my back and throwing bad words over me. While I did nothing to confront or even defend myself over her. For me .. why bother. My level is way above her, I'm raised by parents who have high level of education and attitude, so I won't do anything stupid to disgrace it.

She never stop talking about many bullies, lies and all the hypocrite to against her
wrong doing over some people she might call "friends" all I can say it's sad to see her with her friends especially her parents who raised her with that kind of environment of hates and hypocrite.

That's why I keep saying to myself "I'M PROUD TO HAVE ENEMIES, IT SHOW I HAVE CHARACTERS"