.. a story ..

X: He never wanted me. All he wanted is pretty girl the whole time.
Y: Do you like him?
X: Yeah.
Y: Yeah, and is he worth all this trouble?
X: Well, I thought he was, but you know, I...
Y: Well, he is or he isn't. See first of all, those pretty girls are not half the woman you are. Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. Go for it.
X: Is that right?
Y: Yeah, if you really fell for him.

Y: It's not everyday he would find a girl who'll flash someone to get attention by being HERSELF!
X: I don't always have to be who they want me to be, you know?
Y: People perceive you as somewhat...
X: There's a difference between like and love. Because, I like my sneakers, but I love my SWATCH collections.
Y: Yeah, because you don't have any guts to admit you fall for this guy!

X: Well, in my denial I would force myself that I hate the way he talk to me, and the way he walk. I hate the way he drive. I hate it when he stare. I hate his attitude toward people, and the way he read my mind. I hate him so much it makes me sick; it even makes me depressed. I hate it, I hate the way he's always right. I hate it when he lie. I hate it when he makes me laugh, even worse when he make me cry. I hate it when he's not around, and the fact that he didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate him. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Y: Because, you already fall for him with no expectation!

(Mitnite conversation that takes lots of effort to fight with my own feeling!)