Me: I don't know if I have anything left.
Mr. A: You just throw whatever you got, whatever's left. We're all here for you. You're gonna be awesome right now!
Mr. C: We're all here for ya, we'll back you up, we'll be there, cause, we're not fake. You're the best buddy we have, right now, right this minute, and everything is because of you. You're the reason. We're not gonna screw that up, we're gonna be awesome for you right now.
Me: So, when you're away, I'll live my life and you'll live yours. And none of this stupid bullshit "why didn't you call me?" crap. And "what you do when you're not with me has nothing to do with me" and vice versa. No questions asked, no worrying, no obsessing.
Mr. B: That sounded perfect.
Me: You ever gotten your heart broken?
Mr. B: Yeah. When I lost the Air Jordan 1990.
Me: I used to believe, I still do, that if you give something your all it doesn't matter if you win or lose, as long as you've risked everything put everything out there. And I've done that. I did it my entire life. I did it with the choosen one. But I never did it with him, I never gave him that. And I'm sorry. I know I'm on really thin ice but, when I said I didn't need him... It wasn't because I weren't there. So I just wanted to tell him, not to change his mind or keep him from going, but just so he know, that I know, that I do need him.
Me: It's never quite how you play it in your head.
Mr. B: What about the whole deal thing?
Me: What deal?
Mr. B: You know, you do what you do, I do what I do.
Me: You believed that? I was lying. I was trying to be the man. And I was doing a damn good job of it until he invited me to his heart. You were right. I was afraid. I was afraid he was gonna break my heart into 1,000 pieces.
Mr. A: You're always there when we're invisible, now it's the time for us to see you visible.. being visible is not that bad...You often see invisible person, so it's time for people to see the real you!!
(Hope his going to be the perfect one)
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