.. 2020 bring lots of new experiences that I never thought it would happened! End of 2019 everything are perfectly fine! Have my plan, have my list and of course already put in on my 2020 calendar! Entering January mid, news start to spreading, but not that concerning! I still got a chance to go to Penang with my buddy dude, and stay there to enjoy Chinese new year holiday! While, the news about Covid-19 is there, but nothing to worry.
On Feb, 28-Feb, 29th .. our office still go for Office team bonding to Bali, the news still constantly there but nothing worry us at that time! We're still flying to Bali thou .. Then by march, 14th - march, 15th I flew again to Yogyakarta to watch Basketball game (veteran tournament) still nothing to worry us. By, then starting monday the Work From Home scheme started! and from there it goes worst!!
From march 16th - now (Dec, 16th) 9 months we've been working from home, and some working remotely in another different time zone! First 3 months, we're juggling with all the stress, the adjustment with how we get used to go to office and handle meetings online, especially during production stuff where we usually do offline production now everything goes online, tiring, stressful, and also hopeless when we're facing some connection problems! but, after all this time I managed! To be honest in the first 4 months WFH, I'm dealing with heavy burden on my job! Very stressful, I can't stop scolding people at home because I can't stand the keep coming jobs that feels never stop!
WFH doesn't mean we don't have have our own time right? That doesn't mean we need to stay awake 24/7 right? Don't you think we deserve a break? or even a holiday? The job don't treat us like human, they treat us like robot! I even lost my Idul Adha moment because of a sudden meeting that I need to attend, where most of the attendees (the bosses and clients) were not celebrating Idul Adha, I feel like they're not appreciating me as a moslem! I need that one day moment with my family during Idul Adha .. at least give me a half day!
Weekend, there's always a call to my cell phone, pointing fingers and blaming me for something that I'm not even aware of. I did my part, and that person put a blame on me? ON WEEKEND?? This person ruins everything! While, during WFH I never take any day off or break or even taking my leave! While the rest, they take the more than 3 times for their leave and off day because they don't feel well. While me, I'm responsible enough to be on my desk during weekdays and in stand by mode during weekend. While, the rest they taking their break and off day and shut their phone and mails??
This WFH thing really consuming my energy, my soul, my spirit and even my brain out! Does anyone feel the same? Or am I the only one here?
