.. gosh 2017 already!! and my last post was in August 2016! missed many stuff here ..
many great stories in 2016, lots of new experience in 2016 and some ups and down feeling! my 2016 is always never been better.
"fixing up a car to drive in it again, searching for the water hoping for the rain. up and up ...
down upon the canvas, working meal to meal waiting for a chance to pick your orange field up and up. see a pearl from, a diamond in the rough, see a bird soaring high above the flood it's in your blood, underneath the storm an umbrella is saying sitting with the poison takes away the pain.
how come people suffer how come people part? how come people struggle how come people break your heart? Yes, I want to grow yes i want to feel yes i want to know show me how to heal it up
you can way what it is, or fight for it! close your mind or take a risk. when you think you've had enough don't ever GIVE UP!" -- Up&Up (Coldplay-2015)
have no resolution for 2017, have no plan for 2017. go with flow and believe everything will be as great as what happened in 2016, or perhaps even better! most of it, in 2016 i learn that most people have their own dreams their own expectation and their own hopes (well can i say a hope instead of desire?) well whatever it is hope that i don't misinterpret the meaning of the word it self.
some people i met (or hang out with) set their own standard, even though in my point of view they won't be able to fulfil the obligation. taking some lease or mortgage that way beyond their capability in term of financial. they even borrowing money for the down payment just to fulfil their needs that are not in their capacity. well, i smiled and talk less about my opinion about that!
they travel to many destination, but when it comes to their proof of bank statement they politely asked people to invest the money on their account to get their bank reference release. again, i smile and make less of comment on this.
and there's people who consider me as their opponent, i own this this person will immediately compete to get things better than me, i said i will do this, then this person will post their activity that (they thought) one step before me. I laugh, i didn't know that i can meant that much to people around me. Seems they put me for their standard, well i might say they have good standard (because they used me as their standard) hahahahaha ....
I spent most of my weekend time and my leisure moment with my parents and my nieces and nephews especially the little baby one! I won't missed a thing about this grown up baby he's adorable and my muse! Parents is all i have right now, without them i won't be like who i am right now! They love me unconditionally, they give my honest feedback and input even sometime it will hurt me (a bit) but those words are genuine.
I won't ask for more in 2017, just let me be me for the rest 2017! because i know so many people depend on me for their goal in 2017 ..
