Saturday, November 10, 2012

.. un-told ..

"why can you trust people?"

i have my reason why i don't trust people, i know i might have some kind of standard that most people might not get it. well, i have my own way to judge people's performance.

i'm not saying i'm that good thou ... but, every time i give trust to people everything seems falls apart. and at the end i'm the one who has to sort things out and clean up the mess. is not that i don't like to clean all the mess thou ... but, the worst things is that people rely on me too much and it is not good for me ..

yea for me .. i'm trying to be selfish here. is not that i'm not enjoying when people look for me and i turn down their phone or their text or even their bbm and whatsapp thou .. but limitation is all i got i have my own limit for everything .. i'm not that patience to go through all pressure

i can be quite sometime, but most of the time i can get on my nerve easily .. this lips might say something that is not nice ... i don't mean harsh word but more in to sarcastic statement. because what i'm expecting is that people are born with their skills, their brain and their will to learn .. don't they??