.. changes ..

having a good sleep for this past weeks is really brings me those moments. clear mind, clear thought and of course clear out the bad mood ... I'd always love to have a good sleep ... (*who doesn't)

now i realize, i often ignored some moments. i tried to ignore those signs those clues .. forcing myself just go with flow .. like the road signs, it surely will lead me to somewhere.

"life's all about moments, of impact and how they changes our lives forever. but, what if one day i could no longer remember any of them?"

well, honestly i love to remember everything that ever happened in my life. i love my life, and most of it i love being me! 

"the moment of impact. the moment of impact proves potential for change. has ripples effects fay beyond what we can predict. sending some particles crashing together. making them closer than before. while sending others spinning off into great ventures. landing them where you've never thought you've found them. that's the thing about moments like these. you can't, no matter how hard you try, controlling how it's gonna affect you. you just gotta let the colliding part goes where they may. and wait. for the next collision -- The Vow

.. how do you know ..

talking to myself  "i don't know if I have what it takes for everybody's regular plan" even though, i know we are all just one small adjustment away from making our lives work.

but somehow, most of people who keep talking about others can not be trust! they can change their words in a sec, this minutes they say this about that person, in another second they can say different things about different people ... *grasp*

I wish those people could delete everything they said as soon as they said it, because lately all i hear is people keep hiding their weaknesses and they keep whiny and needy ... perhaps they even wish they could delete everything that came up from their mouth.
Well, i guess the answer to that is STOP TALKING! deny any voices to what's falling apart. Because, for any words that came out from that mouth will surely come back to ourselves

Oh, well perhaps I don't have to understand, all i need to have is faith .. faith in myself!
i believe the signs of no sign it's a sign itself ...