.. un-spoken ..

X: Why do you keep them? You should just throw them out.
Y: No. No, I couldn't do that.
X: Why not?
Y: If I threw these keys away then those doors would be closed forever and that shouldn't be up to me to decide, should it?
X: I guess I'm just looking for a reason.
Y: From my observations, sometimes it's better off not knowing, and other times there's no reason to be found.
X: Everything has a reason.
Y: Hmm. It's like these pies and cakes. At the end of every night, the cheesecake and the apple pie are always completely gone. The peach cobbler and the chocolate mousse cake are nearly finished... but there's always a whole blueberry pie left untouched.
X: So what's wrong with the blueberry pie?
Y: There's nothing wrong with the blueberry pie. Just... people make other choices. You can't blame the blueberry pie, just... no one wants it.

(My Blueberry Nights -- conversation between Elizabeth and Jeremy)

"I wanna tell you how I feel, but I'm scared. Scared of being hurt again. Scared of you not feeling the same way. Scared of falling harder."

.. first train home ..

I'm proud of my heart. It's been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, but somehow still works.

Disappointment is another way of God saying "I have a better plan for you, just wait and be patience and leave the rest to me."

It's always nice to hear GOD always has something for you, a key for every problem, a light for every shadow, a relief for every sorrow & a plan for every tomorrow.

.. un-titled ..

.. Faith allows impossible things to happen.It is the force that comes from a fearless heart and when a fearless heart believes, miracles begin ..

.. Love Makes Things Happen ..

Deep in the heart love has many ways
Of touching your emotions taking control of you
And even in thought love can make you change
There's no way of controlling love when it's part of you

Love can pull you deep into a spell
It will spin your mind around like a carousel

I'm telling you love makes things happen
You never know where it's coming from
You never know who you're gonna love

There's never a time
'Cause love will let you know
Love appears at the worst and even the best of times
Takes over your mind
Your heart is not your own

.. pebbles ft babyface ..

.. question of faith ..

"We've all been in love, but we never know it's not true love until it's over. So what if Maybe there is no one or two or three or four or five? I mean, what if there is no such thing as true love, and we're just too afraid to admit it, so we keep on dressing up, we keep on pretending to be something that we're not. We keep turning our lives upside down, losing ourselves in something that we hope is better than what we think that we are. What if that something that we're looking for just doesn't exist?"

talking to myself again .. that night was as much a surprise to me as it (maybe) was to him. But meeting him (again) was like going to a place that I had never been before. And after we left, I just laid there on my bed in my hotel, staring up at those ceiling, and - after a while they just started forming a pattern, this weird pattern that linked together my entire "don't know what" feelings. And for the first time everything seemed clear to me - like one logical progression. It felt like him and I were the greatest un-plan ever made and I had nothing to do with it. Meeting him made me feel that maybe I didn't have to keep planning anymore because it felt like I was actually living. And that for once in my life I wouldn't have to work so hard at being happy. That it could just happen un-planned!! Nothing will ever hurt me as much as his reaction to that same experience.

"Why was it a mistake?"

.. fortunate accident ..

Me: So are you gonna meet your girlfriend now or what?
Unknown: No, I think she's out probably doing what you're doing.
Me: Getting a crush on somebody else's boyfriend? No, I'm sorry, I just meant I had a really nice time. You know, maybe you should give me your phone number. Just in case.
Unknown: In case of what?
Me: In case of life. I just had a really great time and for all we know I wouldn't be able to find you again.
Unknown: Well, if we're meant to meet again, we'll meet again. it's just not the right time now.
Me: Maybe we're supposed to meet on British time and we're five hours too early.

Talking to myself: Maybe the absence of signs is a sign.

(Serendipity -- a fortunate accident)