.. man in the mirror ..

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

I See The Kids In The Street,
Without Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs ..

'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why Now I Want You To Know

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind,
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me

Make That Change.

.. disaster ..

.. I love her because she has faith on her self, I trust her because of the sincerity that she showed, I believe in her because her genuine way of thinking ..

I truly adore her because of the point of view that she has, could open everybody's mind that we couldn't survive if we're only talking and thinking about what we want ...

Bare in mind .. "what people might need could change our destiny" ..

Miss those simple, short and qualified conversation with her ...

I miss my old ME!

... 2 weeks notice ...

Well...sometime I just don't know where to begin.

*running nose, coughing very bad, and also got ear blood*
What a disaster ...

.. smart people ..

... ada waktunya kita harus pintar, tapi untuk yang ini kita sebaiknya nurut saja ..

... NO!! I'm not playing as smart person here, what I'm trying to say is that I have to defend for my team, not to take instant brief and make it happened in only a few hours just to save somebody's ass or their political position ...

... Saya percaya team kamu bisa melakukan itu, kamu kan cepat tinggal ambil aja beberapa study case yang ada utk bisa kamu justifikasi ...

... WHOAA!! Is not that simple to look at some case study to be justified for a few campaigns that we have. Well, the medium will take lots of space in the analysis on this. Well, not to mentioned about all media (TV, Print, Radio, Activation, etc) that we have is so DAMN! cluttered ...

... Ya kamu dan team harus bisa mengarahkan dan mengingatkan beliau utk hal ini ...

... *gubrak* well, we can do that, but we do need back up for you too, sir! We are consultant and your partner for every communication strategy that your team wants it for all the products and gimmicks that you have. But, if your team doesn't have any plan or strategy for all those that you have, how can we help to defend the campaign in front of the board? ...

... Ya kita percayalah, kamu bisa menyakinkan beliau ...

... Sir, just to let you know, my previous supervisor think that I'm not a well performed sub ordinate, they said I had an under expectation for a brand that wasn't have any active campaign. Are you sure you trust me on this? This brand is very active and the budget is WOW for production and media ...

... Supervisor kamu yang dulu takut ke balap sama kamu kali, atau kamu minta gajinya ketinggian ...

... Well, they're not complaining about my salary when they interviewed me. Well, guess it wasn't my lost, sir ...

... sukses utk presentasi besok ya ...

.. hope & faith ..

... You've got to let him go gal's
How can I when he won't leave?

... I think I know what my unfinished business is.
What?
... him!

... You miss him a lot?
No. I never did. But, I remember the feeling and staring at the window of my car and wishing I could.
... Well why didn't you? Were you scared or anxious?

... Why do you want to do this?
Because I love him, okay? I love him.
... Are you sure that you still fall for him?
No ones ever asked me that before. Well, guess the feeling won't vanish.

*fight with my own voice*