Second word that i learn in this year, is 'power' ...
After watching a movie, i just realize it will be a disaster if you have the 'power' with rage in you.
We'll not using the power in right way, instead we will use it to fulfill our rage. To take a revenge, to see and enjoy where lots of people suffering and hurt because of the power that we have. The statement that (maybe) suit with the situation if we get the power is 'the power is in my hand, i can do whatever i want with it!'
I'm so grateful i never get that kind of power to make other people suffer or hurt. God is always been good to me, to what i did, my action even my statement. So grateful and so bless.
I have my hate and of course i feel rage too. Sometimes i wish i could do some revenge to people who hurt me, but then again God always remind me something good. No need for rage to take conrol the hate inside of me, no need to do any revenge. So ... Let's leave it to the faith and karma.
If i have the power, i will have my own rules over it!
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
.. ambition ..
word that i learn for this month, AMBITION .. try to look after this word and a definition of it.
ambitious: describe a person who wishes to rise above one present position or condition. the ambitious person wishes to attain worldly success, and puts forth effort toward this end.
the other definition for ambitious for social position, where this one person especially in wealth, can be characterized by energy and daring in undertaking projects, where the aspiring person wishes to rise to higher level or plane, or to attain some end above ordinary expectations.
well, i may say perhaps for some ambitious people they tend to do anything to get what they want. perhaps, some of them may not consider hurting others or ignoring the needs of others.
honestly, i still don't get the idea of being "ambitious", chasing after what we want and what we eagerly aim for. until today, i'm still browse the definition of "ambition" itself. does it has any positive impact if we sacrificing the good relationship between others? i mean does it has to be that "nasty" to get what we want?
Corruption, collision, nepotism, etc are part of the ambition process right? most of people will take a short cut to define the "ambition", the word "ambitious" itself is referring to singular right? it can't be an "ambitious" for a team, a group or community because there's always be this ONE WINNER for this "ambition" thing.
may God bless all the "ambitious" people and have other people suffer from it's ambition.
ambitious: describe a person who wishes to rise above one present position or condition. the ambitious person wishes to attain worldly success, and puts forth effort toward this end.
the other definition for ambitious for social position, where this one person especially in wealth, can be characterized by energy and daring in undertaking projects, where the aspiring person wishes to rise to higher level or plane, or to attain some end above ordinary expectations.
well, i may say perhaps for some ambitious people they tend to do anything to get what they want. perhaps, some of them may not consider hurting others or ignoring the needs of others.
honestly, i still don't get the idea of being "ambitious", chasing after what we want and what we eagerly aim for. until today, i'm still browse the definition of "ambition" itself. does it has any positive impact if we sacrificing the good relationship between others? i mean does it has to be that "nasty" to get what we want?
Corruption, collision, nepotism, etc are part of the ambition process right? most of people will take a short cut to define the "ambition", the word "ambitious" itself is referring to singular right? it can't be an "ambitious" for a team, a group or community because there's always be this ONE WINNER for this "ambition" thing.
may God bless all the "ambitious" people and have other people suffer from it's ambition.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
.. gap ..
I’m not ready yet!
“are you here?”
(A Gifted Man - Michael Holt calling Anna Paul spirit’s)
“are you here?”
(A Gifted Man - Michael Holt calling Anna Paul spirit’s)
Thursday, February 2, 2012
.. reference ..
referring or reference ... i'm not quite comfortable with that word to be honest. is like when we tried to match making someone to someone.
today, i met a person who got reference about me, well i feel honored and flattered. i should be, because somebody talked good things about me, about what i do well they're talking about what can i do best. i'm quite amaze, because even myself always doubt what i can do. honestly, i have a lack of confidence over myself.
we talked, politely i told this person what i have in mind right now and what are my goal, and my ambition. this person seemed very nice, even though she kept trying to convince me that i have the ability and characters that she's been looking for the team. politely and subtlety i said, right now my goal is not looking for any "financial" increment or better position. i love what i'm doing, i love being in this position and still comfortable in where i am right now.
i told her, i may not as good as what she thought. i don't think i will fit with the team, i still lack of knowledge and experiences. i'm afraid i may not meet her expectation. she responded "do you know what are my expectation?" and i told her "that's the exactly my point, since i don't know what are your expectation, i don't think i can manage that. i ain't psychic that could read other's mind."
"you are what we've been looking for" at that second she said it, i'm thinking and talked to myself "well, i don't think that you are that i've been looking for right now though."
is like match making right? we tried to fine someone perfect for somebody, we want someone perfect for our friends, for our buddy, for our cousins, etc. we refer them to some guys or women that we think may fit with them. we gave good background, good impression, etc so people will attract and get connected right?
but,
do we ever thought people have different preference toward their life, their goal and their will. we can't dictate someone "decision" over something right? for sure God give some ways, but decision is still ours isn't it?
i have my own reason why i never give any reference to people, even for match making. if i did (yea there's couples of friends that had been successfully married and their happy because of me) it was coincidence and i never planned it thou. that's what i called "faith".
i'm a bit burned every time people refer me to some body else. i have my own definition about myself, what i want and my goal.
i'm flattered, i'm very blessed, and i'm so thankful for all the good things that people talked about me. but, i have my own perspective about myself and may capability, i do know what i want in life and what do i want to achieve.
Last word ... after the discussion with the person i met today;
"it's been a pleasure meeting you, hope we can maintain the network between us for the future, mam!"
*i've got my free lunch, and a new network, i'm so lucky :)
today, i met a person who got reference about me, well i feel honored and flattered. i should be, because somebody talked good things about me, about what i do well they're talking about what can i do best. i'm quite amaze, because even myself always doubt what i can do. honestly, i have a lack of confidence over myself.
we talked, politely i told this person what i have in mind right now and what are my goal, and my ambition. this person seemed very nice, even though she kept trying to convince me that i have the ability and characters that she's been looking for the team. politely and subtlety i said, right now my goal is not looking for any "financial" increment or better position. i love what i'm doing, i love being in this position and still comfortable in where i am right now.
i told her, i may not as good as what she thought. i don't think i will fit with the team, i still lack of knowledge and experiences. i'm afraid i may not meet her expectation. she responded "do you know what are my expectation?" and i told her "that's the exactly my point, since i don't know what are your expectation, i don't think i can manage that. i ain't psychic that could read other's mind."
"you are what we've been looking for" at that second she said it, i'm thinking and talked to myself "well, i don't think that you are that i've been looking for right now though."
is like match making right? we tried to fine someone perfect for somebody, we want someone perfect for our friends, for our buddy, for our cousins, etc. we refer them to some guys or women that we think may fit with them. we gave good background, good impression, etc so people will attract and get connected right?
but,
do we ever thought people have different preference toward their life, their goal and their will. we can't dictate someone "decision" over something right? for sure God give some ways, but decision is still ours isn't it?
i have my own reason why i never give any reference to people, even for match making. if i did (yea there's couples of friends that had been successfully married and their happy because of me) it was coincidence and i never planned it thou. that's what i called "faith".
i'm a bit burned every time people refer me to some body else. i have my own definition about myself, what i want and my goal.
i'm flattered, i'm very blessed, and i'm so thankful for all the good things that people talked about me. but, i have my own perspective about myself and may capability, i do know what i want in life and what do i want to achieve.
Last word ... after the discussion with the person i met today;
"it's been a pleasure meeting you, hope we can maintain the network between us for the future, mam!"
*i've got my free lunch, and a new network, i'm so lucky :)
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
.. no call, no text, leave him alone ..
Your texts are being read, your missed calls are being viewed, your emails are getting sent to spam, and your Facebook messages are being ignored. They are not disappearing in a cyber black hole -- got the point!
*Whatever you do, keep your dignity. Make the extra effort NOW by not looking like a fool and reap the benefits later
story i heard from one of my friend, she's been attached with this guy for more than 4 months or so ... for her it feel like they're dating and the guy has the same feeling. as for me, since I've been heard the story only from this girl so i conclude that this guy is a jerk! well, if i may say this guy is taking an advantage of her. the way he treat this girl, is not like the way a gentlemen who has crush over girl. how can you say it's a date if you pay with separate bill?? and how can he's letting her waiting for him for more than an hour or more (perhaps!) it's obvious he really know that she's in to him!
what can i say to my friend (well, actually lesson learned for me as well.. indirectly) that "you're great.. but he's not interested!" ..
This one is perhaps one of the most relatable: you gather up the balls to express your undying devotion – or mere attraction- to this person only to get rejected with the standard, “Oh you’re sweet… but i can't get into commitment at this moment, all the career stuff and my family matter ...” Or worst, “But i don't want to hurt you, is like everything i do i will end up hurting you…” What sets you apart from the rest of the world is that you don’t just walk away in defeat and go for your next potential obsession; you wallow in misery and refuse to accept rejection. and this woman is allowing this guy to keep rejecting her with different words.
i'm hoping that i will not be in that position, and desperately looking for someone! i will be flattered if someone i liked add me on their FB or their BBM list or asking about my phone. but, what i have in mind is that if that guy is not giving any effort to call me on cell-phone or asking about my number... why bother? if he wants to call me, no matter what he will! i mean, come on guy is simple right?
if he likes you, he will do anything to make the girl realize he's into her isn't it? am i right?
"When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life."
*Whatever you do, keep your dignity. Make the extra effort NOW by not looking like a fool and reap the benefits later
story i heard from one of my friend, she's been attached with this guy for more than 4 months or so ... for her it feel like they're dating and the guy has the same feeling. as for me, since I've been heard the story only from this girl so i conclude that this guy is a jerk! well, if i may say this guy is taking an advantage of her. the way he treat this girl, is not like the way a gentlemen who has crush over girl. how can you say it's a date if you pay with separate bill?? and how can he's letting her waiting for him for more than an hour or more (perhaps!) it's obvious he really know that she's in to him!
what can i say to my friend (well, actually lesson learned for me as well.. indirectly) that "you're great.. but he's not interested!" ..
This one is perhaps one of the most relatable: you gather up the balls to express your undying devotion – or mere attraction- to this person only to get rejected with the standard, “Oh you’re sweet… but i can't get into commitment at this moment, all the career stuff and my family matter ...” Or worst, “But i don't want to hurt you, is like everything i do i will end up hurting you…” What sets you apart from the rest of the world is that you don’t just walk away in defeat and go for your next potential obsession; you wallow in misery and refuse to accept rejection. and this woman is allowing this guy to keep rejecting her with different words.
i'm hoping that i will not be in that position, and desperately looking for someone! i will be flattered if someone i liked add me on their FB or their BBM list or asking about my phone. but, what i have in mind is that if that guy is not giving any effort to call me on cell-phone or asking about my number... why bother? if he wants to call me, no matter what he will! i mean, come on guy is simple right?
if he likes you, he will do anything to make the girl realize he's into her isn't it? am i right?
"When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life."
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