.. story ..

I believe we write our own stories and each time we think we know the end... we don't.

everybody would love to have an happy ending, sometime the story itself doesn't have any happy ending at all! We write it, we dream it, we imagine it, and yet we WANT IT to be REAL!!

We assumed so we can get what we want, and we can get our expectation be real! MANAGING HEART is easy to hear, but to take an action of it I don't think it's easy. It will require lots of efforts not to mention our energy to manage and control our feeling! Because, the bad things about expectation sometime when it gets stronger the "hope" eventually pop up and will make us losing our mind! Instead of using our logical thinking, we used our feeling to do all the "silly" actions!

Don't be surprise, because when the result is not what we're expected; we will feel dumb, hurt, disappointed, or maybe it will become anger .. because we're having a platonic feeling. Don't be mad, don't be sad just enjoy the moment. For my experience I'm mad of myself of being so dumb, but the next day I will laugh at myself, it feels good to be dumb and laugh about it after rather than feeling dumb but feeling sorry for it.

That's why I have my own definition toward FAITH and DESTINY! Smile people!! Smile ...

.. selfish ..

We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.

We don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but our own. And when we mess with one part of a person’s life, we’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, we can’t be that precise and selective. When we mess with one part of a person’s life, we’re messing with their entire life.

.. reflection ..

.. some people tend to talk but only few of them would take an action for every single words ..

The hardest part is when you have to reflect all the words from your mouth in to your action!

"A reflection of an exact image is the closest thing to you-so that you can see it-but it's far enough away so that you really understand it. There is real life in this movie, but it hovers just an inch above reality."

Most people, yes I said most of them! They tend to do exactly the things they said they against it! BLAH!! I don't buy those supporting words that came from people whose not even better than me (in my believe).

I did that too most of the time! But, I tried not to mis-judge anyone over their action thou ... will it be contradictory if you said you against it but happens that you did it for your own good?

Pitiful, that things was done by someone close to you ...

.. sometime ..

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.”

.. crazy little thing called love ..

.. all of us have someone who is hidden in the bottom of the heart. when we think of him, we will feel like .... (humming) always feel like a little pain inside. but, we still want to keep him. Even though I don't know where he is today.. what he's doing...but, he is the one who makes me know this .. a little things called LOVE ..