.. stolen ..

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

(... you have stolen my heart ...)

.. marvel ..

Boy: Have I seen you before?
Girl: Me? I don’t think so.
Boy: Do you ever go to Tim Horton’s around that corner?
Girl: Yes… That’s like my favorite spot in the city.
Boy: Yeah, except for the parking lots.
Girl: Yeah, yeah I agree.
Boy: Yeah, yeah I think I’ve seen you there.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Yeah…
Girl: I haven’t seen you?
Boy: You must not have been looking…
Girl: … (speechless)

Next time I look back, I think I should look again.

.. wonder ..

I'm talking to myself these days “What if he was meant to be, or could have been, someone important in my life? I think that’s what scares me: the randomness of everything. That the people who could be important to you might just pass you by. Or you pass them by. How do you know…I felt that by walking away I was abandoning them, that I spent my entire life, day after day, abandoning people.”

But, then I remember some quote that I took from Kofi Annan “To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.”

I do understand, sometime people have to run first before they can make their first step to walk.

What can I say now to myself is " I should make this happens!" HAVE TOO!!

.. edify ..

“I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.”

I did not remember that in school we learn how to be hypocrite, or did we learn about something how to back stab people?

Or perhaps we remember learning how to betrayed a friend or our spouse? how we talked about other people behind their back?

Maybe, we did learn the strategy how to be good in front of people and making fun of them behind their back.
Honestly, I did not remember any of them in my school thou. Did they got it from their school..

Wonder which school did they attend?

.. un-known ..

“Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back. We’re all afraid of something.”

Tried to forgive and forget about everything, being bitter is something I did to ignore all the hurt, and betrayal that happened to me.

The clock is ticking, there wouldn't be any turning back in anything!